BSF...

You know, one of the best things I ever had in my life in 2008 was BSF.I REALLY enjoyed studying the word of god and meeting new & interesting friends.We really get along well and was known as the wackiest of all groups.In essence, everyone talks to everyone, all so it seems....

Somehow, I don't feel right this year in BSF.I really do.There are times I really felt left out and though there are the occasional jokes & fun moments, it's not as satisfying as last year.

The other thing I like about BSF back in 2008 was THERE WERE NO CLIQUES. Really, as I said:"Everyone talks to everyone". Now though, it seems the seeds are there...not blooming, but it has been planted and one may suggest the sprouts have come about.Am I inside one of the cliques? I don't know, I sure hope not.I know how it feels to be left out, trust me.

Unfortunately, I don't know what to do. It's not like I can just skip any class that easily.So far I can never miss a class regardless of the situation.I feel guilty if I just leave the class as I don't want to dissapoint some of my "real" friends and it will hurt but then again,if I stay on;I could very well be in a clique unknowingly or even worse, being left out of the group.Right now I'm essentially caught between the devil and the deep blue sea.

What shall I do??
Some advice would help. ALOT