Saturday, August 15, 2009

2 cents of my thoughts

Jennie* : Hey there.

Aaron : Yeah?

Jennie : Do you have Dixon's Handphone number? Can you give u me please?

Aaron : XXX-XXXXXXX (don't bother trying, it's not a pornography hotline)

Jennie : Thx.

Aaron : So how are you?

Jennie : I'm fine. Gtg. Bye.

Aaron : ...

*Actual name not revealed to avoid backstabbing

I been through this scenario before, and I lament to myself, "WHY OH WHY SUCH PEOPLE EXIST??". They take people for granted, never try to be a friend, and yet suddenly calls you or talk to you in msn just because they need help. And after that they just say a bloody 'goodbye' and be strangers to you.

I have a scout senior who tells me of such people. In his case, he said some people will suddenly ask you for transport back home out of nowhere. And the thing is, these people never even bother knowing you, let alone talk to you.

See, this are what I call people who take advantage of you. When they need something and if all else fails, they will find you. Thickening their face to ask you to help them as if you been their BFF forever. That is why if I have to say out one type of attitude I can never tolerate, it is this.

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In another story, I kinda like this girl. But everytime I try to..let's just say, compliment her or what's that word... 'pikat'?? She just shrugs it off. I mean, I don't know whether she likes it, or simply don't bother at all.

My friend(who is a close friend of that girl) says that that's her usual reaction cause she's an introvert. But, despite the fact I can understand the rationality behind her action. I just can't keep it on.I'm the kind of person that expects to see results, and prefably something prominent and not obscure. That's why I doubting myself on holding on until I'm done with my last exam(SPM).

I seriously need help, anyone? I need God help me cause I know, He cares for me and he doesn't want me to see me suffer. If only I can see the answer for myself. Perhaps he may send someone who can give me advice? I'll just have to wait.....and see.

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